Only Alex Xu can read this.. How i really felt :(

Alex,

Dont worry, ONLY u can read this.  What i wan to say here is wat i really wanted to tell u, but i don wan to say in front of others.

Regarding your issue wif Wei qi and the ex bf, i m sure u know i m very angry abt it.. no need to hide my emotion from u.  I also feel that u r not happy regarding the 2 previous issues too (patch & cat) , dat i might hv or oreadi interfere too much becos i said a lot of things not pleasing .  But hv u give it a tot why i wan to say those things.  U r a fren, no matter wat.. and u r also part of ktv club, the committee also hv to give u mental support rite ??

I know u suggest to leave the committee becos u felt dat.. u need to give the committee answer , cos the problem get out of hand... well ok.. happy dat u feel responsible..Anyway, no matter how angry i felt towards u and Wei qi ,.. i never ever tot u need to leave the committee,  it will only prove u r guilty and get ppl talking behind your backs. As i suggest Wei qi shld leave temporary is cos i personally do not hv a good impression of her and can she really stand it if others see her in a different light ??? But since is ur choice, i also cant say much ...Haizzzz .. really hope u understand and appreciate my tots lo ..u think i felt good meh after seeing wat the ex bf post in the forum !!??  And i also shocked dat u seems proud of being a third party.. u really don feel bad meh ?  i pray that u and Wei qi really know wat u r doing ...Haizzz :(   U be brave and smart oK ??

And i also wan to clear something, u might hv misunderstood me or underestimate me.  u tot i only know hw to ask ppl to leave the ktv club becos of some problems, rite ?   No matter how angry i am, i always think before i act...And somehow, u r never honest wif how u really felt abt something .. just be frank and don need to be afraid dat u will offend ppl.. i m really upset dat u always give diplomatic views on things :(  .. are u really tat neutral all the time ?  And u can get abit ego also.. den make it very hard for us to communicate wif u some times :(

Ya , u will think.. u never ask me for help or whoever, why must i or whoever be so kpo and interfere.. well.. if u r not my fren, u think i wan to waste time ?? 

I am not sure if after i type all these, u will still wan to talk to me or not . but i have to say all these.. cos i wan to be honest.. i don wan us to hv ''xin bing'' .. ok ??  

*~*~* Weekend Story *~*~*~*

I very long no update blog liao.. been super busy with work and other activites. So here it goes...

Today go TBP for movie with my darling. The movie I watched is "Iron Man "I personally feel this is a must watch.. do go and see pls .  After the movie, go walk around.. I bought some things of cos.. I m a shopaholic OK ~ .. Will post the pics in my photo album.

My darling is going to Hong Kong on Sunday - company trip... shiok ar.  Left me here in SG ..crapz  but nevermind, I wrote him a looooong list what to get me when he go to Disneyland..  U all shld see his face when I show him the list..his jaw literally ..dropped Wahahahaha !~

I am feeling moody actually , cos beside having the time of the month, 1 buddy and a fren are having some problems of their own, silly boys.. tsk.. but I am sure they will be strong and get over it.. Pray for them   and I am suffering from bad sore throat ..damnz ..cannot go KTV on Sunday ..saddddddded ~ Now the Pi Pa Gao is my best fren.. Sighzzz (+.+) ..

Is a long weekend, wat will i be doing ??  Watch animes and movies online (some movies not worth to spend $ go cinema ) , thanks to Uncle Ric and Baha for intro-ing me the websites.... hee hee ~

I wish everyone a Happy Vesak Day ! 

Ok , i am going to end here now.. bye bye ..