'' Those who are not my enemies are my friends '' I will always remember this sentence that she told me in msn.
Seriously I felt so stupid and naive when I think back how I offer her a helping hand when she attempted to run away from her husband house. I even ask my bf to buy extra mattress for her..so she can stay at my place for a few days. I helped her with no qns asked and NOT expecting any favour in return. In the end she still go back to her husband and dat extra mattress is still lying in my store room collecting dust. How ironical. We used to be so close. And now becos of those mother fuckers, she chose to be friends with them even when she was also a victim of their politics. Therefore we drifted apart.
There is even one time , I saw from her FB status she was in hopsital, i sms her to show i still care. And guess wat was the response? She replied me and asked how I knew abt it. It makes me feel that I am not supposed to know. I actually thought of visiting her but I guess she don't need me to. She moved to her new house recently BUT I m NOT going for housewarming and I know she won't ask me to go either. Good for me also, save on transport cos the new place is so fucking far anyway..
I already can visualize how those mother fuckers will come and tell you, if they knew abt what I wrote..asking you don't care lah, saying I never repent, accusing me of things I never do, blah, blah, blah. They might insult me also who knows...is so fucking typical of them.
The reason why I am writing all these now is that is becos is been kept inside my heart for too long. I want to let her know that I am NOT the one who let her down. She did helped me when I need it and I helped her when she need it. We don't owe each other anything anymore. I have no regrets at all.
I already can visualize how those mother fuckers will come and tell you, if they knew abt what I wrote..asking you don't care lah, saying I never repent, accusing me of things I never do, blah, blah, blah. They might insult me also who knows...is so fucking typical of them.
It doesn't take much to know how worthy a friend is. Being too good to someone comes with a price and I paid alot before....but this time round is a price of a cheap mattress. Super discount.
Pathetic ? Reality bites, yah =D
